You know you are not in the best part of your life when you are ecstatic that your child made it till 2 a.m. with no screaming. She is up now wide awake screaming and spitting. I keep expecting one of my neighbors to call the cops. I can only imagine what people must be thinking as they walk past my house on a typical morning or evening. This 2 am screaming is the worst though. I'm exhausted. Keith's trying to sleep. The anxiety I feel is so overwhelming. I'm laying her nursing Wesley to keep him from crying and listening to her scream. I have changed her diaper, given her juice, and melatonin in apple sauce. Still screaming. I got on Facebook and started laughing because everyone is posting pictures of St. Patrick's day. It seems like a life time ago that I would have been up at this time by choice enjoying a green beverage. Oh how times change.